Dear FutureMe,
How are you? Are you alive? Are you happy? Did you find your happiness again? Did you give up? Are you happy with your family? Are they still yelling and hurting you with words you don't want to hear? Did BTS disband? Are you still friends with Your Five BFFs? Are you still insecure about your smile? Do you believe in love? Did you find the ONE? Are you dead? Do you still want to commit suicide? Did you find your smile? Are you healthy?
Epilogue
4 days later
Hi, today is Jan 24, 2024. I am okay... I was absent because I had a cough. Yesterday and today. When I woke up, I wanted to cut myself. I...
Duwlo hpaepn aenwdt hatw ees tjus ot. Tbu hnet eht aidanngbg atuhgt i tbaou. Btu ym i eymab hnad elics duclo thoegnmsi eakm n'lc'elaayitcd. Nthe ppehna tsuj wath deelb i ese tta,h idd fi tou ot uodlw danwet i. Awti heltdgehdai bgdaena i one ro odulhs dan was 'lli day i fo tn?afi udwol it drase,c i feel a kidn i utb ti? od then lunti itb. Od utb htne ti i to tujs ,itb e,ebld lliw badgean klie sujt a ttleil egnhuo pede i. I say i payph dluow am taht. . . Lswtsohre thye em ye,ha efle still akem. Ddi nto ,nooo dbdiasn tbs. We up no, eokrb nda. Oru neirdf 5 uporg of lkie. Htwi i lrkiemyb ma. Istll ni eb nda r,sndeif 0422 she thiw but ehs of vaa ot pepleo aer odnfu kind me ewn ndaewt. Teh na,dh hte eltf ei,sad on rhoet choosl. Like ew oecn a tomnh alkt. My iocnndeft in qiute hvae wgnor i mlies. I stla nath raye tgioonug am dna riaephp mreo. Omnra,ec era i yas uwodl nregiad rtfae ni hatt books i evol ttha 15+0 biveeel. Eht lveo baehetr ti hrwee fo msese touhtiw throe leki eahc tepy cta'n tyeh. Ypet atht eeendptxcu olve fo iknd eht. Vleo eht indk forrvee of. Awtn atht idnk fo i lveo lieecsn in nlgiy. Ovle weher pyet 'ondt the hatt eh ndik adn ,og ysas, em etl itrtheg hug hes hug of pelsae. Fo the rcoomm hte omrf taht idnk oimsve lvoe etpy eolv. Ndik htat vferoer lssat fo hte velo. Adem for evlo tmeh ast'ht dink atwn ueoitd,s teh utb i it's utsj isbevli fomr of hte. Eb of ovle ot mthe eth ptey rwhee teh twna cahesrtw. Eht isestx ebelvei atwn si i fo lveo dan ahtt epyt. Ynogu infd eno ayw ot oot am yaw, still hte i. Mtiomeess butoa hknit ngeidn i it. Ym y,es fnduo i mesil. Wudol i am vieeleb ikel to lhthyea i. Of adme a ahtt me avhe kips ayds i otw guhoc oclohs. Mtus my aleve nwo etka i hoh-wo!!oo. Ew mete tilnu niaga. . . Alfrlwee. ;(.
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