01-12-2024 to idk when

elou ! this your first letter. first letter you receive. we tried sending another one to 2035 but that's not gonna happen anymore :'-). how's it going? do you still practice Turkish and English? what has happened and what have you learned? I hope 2024 for us means a resting year in which we can take a break from the tough lessons of life like those we had last year. anyways, I think I don't need to tell you how life's treating me right now. I'd say it's pretty calm. I like it. but heyyyyyy, make sure to text THAT person right now if you haven't in months. but oh... if you two haven't talked because he never replied, then just don't bother. love yourself. love yourself more than I do now. I hope that whenever this letter is delivered, you already learned how to love yourself and actually do it. if he never texted you, then he's a j3rk anyways (and probably always been). you should knowwwwwa, you should understand all I said. I hope you're with the right people now and are no longer with those who don't treat you right. tell me if you've eaten boneless BBQ and sushi. hug your mum and sis. hope you're close to Christmas and that you travel this year again just like last year. and most of all, I hope that you don't get THAT feeling (y'know what I'm talking about) when you read this letter. if you don't, then, believe me, you made it, gurl. love ya, kisses. enjoy what you can enjoy and do what's necessary; don't sacrifice yourself for what's not worth it. oh, and I hope Halsey already released H5. you know you've been there since "Manic" came out. make sure you still love singing, but sing nice songs!!!! not depressing ones, what the flip