Dear New Year New Me,
Last month you hoped Birmingham went perfectly and it did, absolutely everything went off without a hitch it was quite frankly amazing. I will take a bit of a break from cosplay for a bit, catch up on some video games, it really did **** me getting everything ready in time.
You should think about emailing Farnborough but I assume you'll only be able to do Fridays if you took up Jaspers offer on working Thursdays, which I think would be good for you. At least money wise.
Everyone loved their Christmas presents, I gave it to them today, hopefully you got some sick Christmas presents as well. I don't know if you're still in Slovakia or not but I'll assume you had a great New Years Eve and all that.
Really there's not much else to discuss, life will probably be quite peaceful for a while, maybe some talks of moving in with Chris and co next year but I’m letting him deal with that, at least the first steps considering I’m clueless.
And how are you doing mentally? Atrophy has been getting worse by a lot but I’m not strong enough to do anything about it, and I don’t blame you for not doing anything either, I don’t want to be prescribed poison and that’s the best case scenario here, I don’t know what to do but I hate I have to do anything at all, it’s complete ********. Whatever, I’ll put up with the pain until surgery is necessary, that’s my best case scenario I think. Some days I just feel like I’m ruined, I was born broken and ******* made me irreparable, there’s absolutely nothing I can do even if the world wasn’t against me. I want to make some art or something to reflect how I’ve been feeling about myself but I’m not sure where to start yet but I hope I can figure it out, take some experience from other artists. It’ll be a simple style surely but messy outlines, scribbles, bursts of dark colours, I want to see what I can do if I really put my emotions into drawing. We’ll see, hope it goes well for you.
Best regards,
Arlo "#1 Revali Cosplayer" Linnard
Last month you hoped Birmingham went perfectly and it did, absolutely everything went off without a hitch it was quite frankly amazing. I will take a bit of a break from cosplay for a bit, catch up on some video games, it really did **** me getting everything ready in time.
You should think about emailing Farnborough but I assume you'll only be able to do Fridays if you took up Jaspers offer on working Thursdays, which I think would be good for you. At least money wise.
Everyone loved their Christmas presents, I gave it to them today, hopefully you got some sick Christmas presents as well. I don't know if you're still in Slovakia or not but I'll assume you had a great New Years Eve and all that.
Really there's not much else to discuss, life will probably be quite peaceful for a while, maybe some talks of moving in with Chris and co next year but I’m letting him deal with that, at least the first steps considering I’m clueless.
And how are you doing mentally? Atrophy has been getting worse by a lot but I’m not strong enough to do anything about it, and I don’t blame you for not doing anything either, I don’t want to be prescribed poison and that’s the best case scenario here, I don’t know what to do but I hate I have to do anything at all, it’s complete ********. Whatever, I’ll put up with the pain until surgery is necessary, that’s my best case scenario I think. Some days I just feel like I’m ruined, I was born broken and ******* made me irreparable, there’s absolutely nothing I can do even if the world wasn’t against me. I want to make some art or something to reflect how I’ve been feeling about myself but I’m not sure where to start yet but I hope I can figure it out, take some experience from other artists. It’ll be a simple style surely but messy outlines, scribbles, bursts of dark colours, I want to see what I can do if I really put my emotions into drawing. We’ll see, hope it goes well for you.
Best regards,
Arlo "#1 Revali Cosplayer" Linnard
Epilogue
about 1 year laterk i...
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