A letter from May 30, 2023

I have to confess, I love writing in English. But, I just wanted to know if anything changed in the future. Do you still think about the H? Or on the C? Why can't we forget? Why do we feel so much?I just wanted to hear the sound of his laugh, get butterflies in my stomach, his voice… everything. Were you my first love or my first failure? You need to get out of my head. there is no other place for you to go? I don't understand... I just wanted to hear from you two again. The C, the voice.. the kindness, the way of writing. Maybe you never know about it. But.. they will always be my "love" reference. When my nephew or niece is born, I'll keep an eye on them. I'll tell it while he sleeps, I'll tell the story of when the confused girl, the chaos girl... liked two boys. The only two boys who ever made her feel the, ****, feel. Because you? Soon you... I don't know if I hate you... I miss. Freud, you will never figure this out. "That" was the strongest thing I've ever felt for anyone. Two. Two someone. Signed: Nanda, Naomi, Nami, Nana, Lolo, Helô, Mari Helô, Isa. All the girls in me liked you. Daylight - David Kushner. "I hate and love it." This thing is so poisonous... Why do I feel this way? 03:08. Good luck, my future self. Always love izah, Rafa, Duda, Ana, a Ari. Always love the popcorn, Malia, the dogs, the fat lady. How amazing Ingrid is. All. Your grandmother, your mother, your sister, your brother, your brother-in-law, your future nephew or niece. Always try. Always read. Always defend yourself. I don't know what else to say. 03:11.