A letter from Mar 22, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, HAPPY 19TH BDAY! how's it feel? did you buy alcohol and cigs legally? i hope so! >< by this time, you must be a fashion designer. CONGRATULATIONS !!! i hope you feel extremely fulfiled in your career and that you find a job that will be so so so good for us. im fighting hard today so that we can enjoy our life in the future (your present lol). also, make this next year worth it. you're 19. you have graduated college already. you have the world in your hands, sweetheart, live life to the fullest. i love you so much. just know we are worth fighting for, even if you're feeling down or if something horrendous has happened. we will be okay. grandma loves us beyond touch. nina and mama and brother, how are they doing? please god, let brother have his life together! mommy needs this so much, and so do i. sincerely, nie from march 23th, 2023 at 01h23 (lucky number!!!) AM at pds I ❤️

Epilogue

13 days later

hi baby.

yes, i graduated! (pretty much)
i am...

Be trowh rof i us atth amke ti, htsi wlli lwli a obj oodg ifnd gnoan. Uoy tbu ynol ofr eb here not hufgot us so ,em drha ot orf acebues ,oto orf uoy,. Ym ❤️ evol hnakt uoy,.
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Si veeonery ok. Shi up tiwh our ryap iefl dneur lootrcn tilsl tno yfnaetulotunr i btu :( otg gte sha t,threoeg krbeo erda tfsfu lwil eh he his sli ortherb. .
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I ,ouy yuo ahknt 3< leov.
Xx.