A letter from Jun 18, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, hey there!!! it's me when the time we lost our credit card stupid right?:) at 11:33 I'm still crying after crying in the shower. how are you doing in the future? do we still lose our stuff? did we get a new card or did we find it? I think it's the first option right?? do we become more responsible? I hope we did I really lack in every aspect, aren't I? do we have the courage to ask for help? to kak Nurul or tell our parents? I don't think so. right? because we're a scaredy-cat. do we already pray often? I hope yes:) because I really want to change that. I really want to die, but scared of dying. hey...do we get more confident in the future? can we speak for ourselves? i really don't know what to write anymore really:) I hope you become the better me in the future:))

Epilogue

over 1 year later

hai, it's you 3 years in the future.

yes...

Ni ,cadr sisreeoplbn, tkinh eeabmc nda thta !yyyy,a ewn did od a lcka ew more teg nad we tbdei nmya i tills etsapc ew. Iltsl we ehlp tod'n to ,epno the sska oracuge ehva ofr. Eocn ddi we ksa kka ulunr. Eimfltei rlelay , thta cnoe a stju in but ti. .
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I get ew ilel,tt e,sbt a eht emna idd nda fro. . Llitte rou oemr a ni lsfe ennifocdce. Ta ratap iun enacd nvee a we ya ni opgur onw.