A letter from Feb 17th, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey pal how's it going? I hope your doing good, i hope I turn out the way I imagined heh, I wonder if you still make fake scenarios in your head, I saw an ad that said to write to your future self so I am. I don't know if you remember but you were crying when you wrote this. Uhm I just wanna say I'm so proud of you if your still alive and well. How's Cato? We are still good friends yes? I hope so.. if you lost her I don't know what I would do... How is Wilbur, and Natalie? And Courtney ? Did I hold onto them? Are you proud of the person you became? I'm sorry heh its kinda dumb I'm crying right now, but I am. I hope you get far in life. I'm not proud of the person I am right now, but I hope I'm better in 2025. What's the world like? The apocalypse happening like we imagined? Is there a war? I'm scared I don't want to grow up, is it fun? Is it like we imagined? ..Did you finally come out? Do I have a special person in my life? Do I finally find the love I've been wanting and needing for so ******* long? I don't know what to expect. Hell I could be dead, but if I'm not I just want to say I'm so proud of you, how far you've come in this ***** of a world, I'm so ******* proud.. Its crazy i wrote this in 2022.. I'm turning 13 this year.. I'm so ******* scared I don't know what to expect How are you and Chevelle? Is she doing good? Hopefully she is. She's my sister I would hate for anything bad to happen to her Hehe I find it kinda funny that I'm crying while writing this. I don't, I'm really scared, I'm not ready for the future but I hope it turns out better. Have you gone to a pride parade yet? Oh if I have imma be so excited I'm so happy! Do you wish you could talk to me and tell me everything? I really need reassurance I'm going to ******* be alright.. Do you still lie about not eating all the cookie dough? What are the mcyts like? Do you even watch Ranboo, Tommyinnit or Tubbo anymore? I hope you do, Ranboo saved me in every way a person could be saved. Are you proud of me..?

Epilogue

16 days later

Well, Im turning 16 this year and gosh. So many things have happened. I wish I could tell you everything but I'm sure you know.
For starters, Im finally driving!...

Its as lyarel ont lalatuyc acrys godo ththguo as mi we ta nad it. .
Eshs tath onigg owrld custk ot emnas gnlo cato, nurdao ngorts seh hiwt em lgda reyas rwe'e albetuos im orf hte 7 so dna on. .
Teh sa fro srn,peo alicspe lwle. . Qkiyucl npotye btu atht ackb sned ceoms yerall. . And afll royu htsmon rof ygu ehad netx fro 4 01 a eeslh aoarn uoy yph,pa nthe hnet and revo a taren eht endam rof oyu. . Rebak fof it uoy so. Fgleein dne buato nad hucm up ebettr lrsfeuyo.
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Mdnae dna shgo eh a o,nw nnaol ignadt byo stuj erefctp is uyr'oe. Maec dna paap uslotyleab emet eceyntlr dna imh he eomem olvde to ovre thye. Ot mih ielf in phapy im ym os veha drbilcynie. .
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Sesh ytptre uyo t,egar amnwo nda ugseroog a ioecmgbn noyug dgoin ehss eb gosh ef,ni lliw and lehevlec such. Bbya eylr,cent yuro mrohte rhoatne teps adh. . Ssg!bln!ii! hvae tiem 5 uyo os msae tbu cien tsi os cazry sti ta onw hte.
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Si ycars ltedfiyeni the lwrod. And wya know hbot ew aswyal sti ti ttah bnee. I tub on ,thta regneate no todn moenmt bieng a gilivn sofuc nda i lyrlea hte cuosf. Saw as emgiotnhs ot uqite rdole rhda do nogwr i ysae strfi ta tub ttah gte has. .
But ldae esy ralen oyu ti is it twih lsl,ti ot yascr. .
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Eb ietntgg liwl better sti y,oka rehygventi. Etahwcd booanr yuor as emit mremeber qeiuonst veen ltas obtau i rfo t'smyc or tcna oghs i ho ubotb the. Lyon erra (no own dlo naiscocs)o het si bteadlcheon eon we nda tmmoy odvies thwca of. .
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Ew moeyanr nd'ot ekma eicoko yrllea ogudh.
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Fo 'im otu yuo made so ti krad im' ifndylitee ,yuo paelc orpdu of rodup eht. I'tll rpsomie tbeetr, i egt.