A letter from Aug 30th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, You're probably 15 If you read this but I wanted to tell you that there's still COVID-19 and I'm only 12. I can't go outside and I became an introvert. I hate speaking to anyone and I wanted to be a lawyer in the future. I have no friends and no one to talk to but I'm fine with that. I don't need friends to complete myself I'm fine and I don't need any help. I just feel empty and I'm fine with it. I'm not depressed or smth, I'm straight and I don't like sarcasm, I hate kids who act that they are adults, they just look like an idiot, same as pick me people. they're annoying. It's online class in 2 weeks!! And I'm stressing about how will the freaking headset will work! And I just got rebonded 2 days ago and your nose is still flat but I'm working on it don't worry. Don't get pregnant okay? I don't wanna be a young mom and I don't want to disappoint our parents, you'll graduate first then, find a job that'll make you rich ofc, don't let a man go on your way. You're going to have a boyfriend once you are contented and have savings. It's better to be ready than not, right? I'm not inlove right now and I don't have a crush but I- I have a crus- no I'm inlove with Alex, Alexis quackity. Bet he's officially lawyer now, huh. Remember how you tried everything just to fit in? Yeah it sucks, but now I don't have to I realized that I don't need to fake my personality for them to love me, they didn't even notice that I'm gone! I always care about how are they but how about me? It's right for me to just ghost them, I'm always the one who starts the conversation, I'm sick of it. Most of my friends are now bisexual, matured and depressed. Some of them are just pretending because they thought it's cool, I hate it. Don't they know how much I knew them?! I know who is real or just pretending. They can't fool me. I got so much toxic people around me, I'm glad that I got rid of them. I have so much anger Inside of me writing this and did you remember how ***** "N" is? She only cares about herself, she's just a pick me sad girl. I hate her. I don't hate her because I'm jealous of her, excuse me? I'm not jealous of everyone I just hate the way she acts. SO MUCH. She has so many secrets, she's crybaby and everything. I expect that you draw amazing now than before I hope you are happy, don't let people hurt you don't fall in love again with people who once hurt you no matter how much you love them. You need to be strong. Btw I just saw this on TikTok and thought that I should try this, you maybe laughin' about how stupid this is or you probably forgot that YOU wrote this. Well that's what I'm expecting. I really hope that you will read this someday and DON'T BE LAZY TO READ THIS! THIS IS IMPORTANT!!! And I hope whatever your dream right now, you'll achieve it just don't be too lazy and think about the future if you don't keep up you still got people to prove that they were wrong, okay? I don't have much to say and this is short I expected this to be long but I don't have nothing to say. But do you remember why zazam is your favorite nickname? You never forget it don't you? HAHAH I'm not sure but right now I'm too young and I hope that you are pretty, after all of those skincare mom bought should have effect right? BTW- what's your height now? Pls be 5'4 or taller. Don't tell me you're still 4'11. Uhm so yeah uh ok bye. I have nothing to say now. Literally. -ZaZam 2021