A letter from November 4th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, My goals are to move out and have a car. I want this because I want to start a new life I'd like to have a fresh start and freedom to be a new self. my reasons for wanting that are that I live with a big family I want to break off and have my own space. stop being such a procrastinator, when you say you'll do something whatever it is do it, stop putting it off all you are doing is digging us deeper into a hole we someday may not be able to get out of. I hope you know that even though things are hard right now and not working someday they will, someday you'll be so happy you won't even remember how unhappy you are now, you are your support system things will be okay I promise no matter what stay happy stay strong, people may come and go but I never will I'll always be the girl inside you, I'll always be here even in memory I'll never change