A letter from April 19th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you doing? Did you make it through the dark days and finally start to see the light? you're here for a purpose and that purpose isn't to entertain any guys. Your purpose is to reach the stars and beyond. Be the you who you've always fought be, The girl nobody ever thought you could be, and the girl who achieves the dreams shes always wanted. You're nearing the three years clean mark and i really hope you make it. do you still have the same best friend? same dreams? same goals? whats different about your life now? You're strong. You're beautiful. You're humble. You're kind. push through the hard time and bask in the good ones. Live everyday to the fullest and like its your last. Stay strong love <3 (side note, is Joe Exotic still in jail?)

Epilogue

about 3 years later

Dear Past me,
Its currently April 19th, 2024.

Im going to be honest, i’m not doing well. You’d...

Iebleve ernve het stath atth you necsi retetl ftfus adehpepn ewrot. .
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Noyl edghcan a was in rewe the ont eht tapr ayjtrtcroe ouy of mhosnt tath a ni tcindace uoy teehr olsa but ***** 9 sotl cra of oga fyerouls ruyo if,le t,cndieca. .
Itigtsn ebytt ni tceylrnur my ’mi moro nejna esdieb and i,npmkpu. Unnfy sti woh ayelrl orkws ilfe. Teh mcotmi tedwna tub to adn cdiddee siiecud ocne i roem i tlsa i nsteus aws to ees erinuss erayd itngh. Fo ceddedi fiel rtsta dtaoy ym ehpcart i to ewn a. Lucrtneyr leoclgse orf u’oyre igpnaypl. .
Resay but secpea flie to ot i it o,h ouy i ssegu talosm emda edtir nda 5 lnaec eht rmka, ouy einmtno uosdhl cmeaeb vheay. .
Won sa not olesc llsti ye’uor tub avhe do kai(d)n teh i amse edebf,sntir. Taefr naidk eth esh dcctnae(i: ouy dabennaod. .
Itaf,uubel rogn,st i nad nkdi hlmbue am. .
(f u ieoctx jail isltl is nisb)sak olcar in ,sey jeo dna.